RSSnew domain name?!
Feb 25
so… what should be my new name?!?
taking all suggestions…
=D
p.s. leeesa.com is available but i think its a bit boring? haha
Love is hard
Aug 24
I’m in a “lovey” kind of mood right now. Maybe because I just watched “Sex and the City” (for the nth time but that’s besides the point). I’ll attempt to not ramble, but I’m not making any promises.
At household the other day, I shared about this conversation I had with my co-worker. She recently got married and so she was naturally telling stories about the preparations, the big day, etc. She told me that she had a sister who she didn’t invite to the wedding. I asked her what had happened between them. She basically told me that her sister and brother-in-law were “extreme Christians.” For example, my co-worker’s younger sister tried to commit suicide and when the older sister and her husband went to visit her in the hospital, they said, “So how are you and Jesus right now? Obviously, not good because look at what happened.” And listening to my co-worker talk about this, it just made her sad, you know? This conversation was just more affirming for me that we really need to love. LOVE till it HURTS. That really is the only way to bring people closer to Christ.
Going back to “Sex and the City”… (and if you have no idea what this show/movie is about or if you’ve never seen the movie then my apologies hehe) At the end, where Carrie walks into the closet and sees Big standing there, she narrates, “It wasn’t logic. It was love.” This brings me to my point. If we choose to act logically, we’d say (or think to ourselves), “SCREW YOU!” but we are not called to act out of logic, we are called to act out of love, which, let’s admit, is one of the hardest things to do.
With that… I will end with a quote,
“Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us – I can live only wholly with you or not at all – Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits – Yes, unhappily it must be so – You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart – never – never – Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life – Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men – At my age I need a steady, quiet life – can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day – therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once – Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together – Be calm – love me – today – yesterday – what tearful longings for you – you – you – my life – my all – farewell. Oh continue to love me – never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours”
-Beethoven
Rock and roll to the boom boom beat.
Aug 20
She’s Alaskan. She’s half Dutch and half Filipino. This is on repeat for me right noooww.
